'Why I decided to write about these things?!'

'Why I decided to write about these things?!'

'Jesus Christ must be eagerly proclaimed becausehumanity is in danger of remaining unredeemed'

As received through Inner Word by Bertha Dudde,proclamation nr. 5747, August 15, 1953

'Whosoever therefore shall confess Me before men, him
will I confess also before My Father which is in heaven.'

Matthew 10:32

'Let them give thanks to the Lord for His unfailing love and His wonderful deeds for men.Let them exalt Him in the assembly of the people and praise Him in the council of the elders...
Whoever is wise, let him heed these things and consider the great love of the Lord.' 

Psalms 107:31, 32, 43.

Just a few months ago, a she-friend of mine, who is also, of course in accordance with my own perception and my own life experience with the people, one of the most innocent and noble souls that I ever met (this person used to pray for me a 15 years ago when I was godless and, as a consequence of that, a most grave sinner in the fullest sense of that word!), told me in utmost sincerity the following words:

'Your life, as it was then (= without Jesus Christ) and as it is now (with and in Jesus Christ), is for me the greatest and the most beautiful Divine revelation!'

She also called me a few days after that, when I learned from her that her sister-in-law, who was in a way depressed, was getting out of her depression right there in the front of her eyes just by listening her stories about 'me', i.e. Lord's healing of my soul and my spiritual transformation = my new apostolic life in and with Jesus Christ!

This very same person, once before said the following words:

'When YOU (meaning: 'a completely godless person and a blasphemer of God who used to live only for himself') turned into Mother Theresa (meaning: now lives a life of a complete dedication to Jesus Christ and a selfless service of his fellow human beings), then there is a hope for everyone, than truly EVERYTHING is possible!'

I was pondering about these things... and how this truly great change and transformation of mine affects the people around me (and they are many who are affected!)... to wit, I was also observing, for example, in which way that most beautiful soul is now making a new progress in her religious life due to my spiritual presence in her life = in which way she is affected by His words that she is now listening through my mouth or observing embodied in my life, and also,

I observed in which way the fate or happenings in the lives of other people in whose hearts Jesus Christ's Living Presence and Saving power were manifested, influenced and still influences my own spiritual progress (for example 'the fate and religious experience of that glorious apostle Sadhu Sundar Singh'), so following that reflection, and after receiving a certain message or, even better, a 'direction' from my beloved Jesus Christ in prayer, I decided to start to write down these 'spiritual confessions' of mine with the most earnest hope that these experiences from my past and present life would benefit my fellow human beings, i.e. become an inspiration to all those who are ardent seekers of God and His Truth, and also, that by and through this 'diary' of mine the most Holy Name of Him, Who is Father of us all (Matthew 6:9), would be glorified and honored amongst the all nations of the world.

Lorens N.

(April 24, 2009)